Thursday, July 05, 2007

愛沒有失去。



「一個小朋友因為家中多了一個弟弟,他總是充滿妒忌和焦慮。於是媽媽向小朋友解釋: 我們一家就好像四支蠟燭,媽媽的愛就好像燃點著的燭光。遇到爸爸之後,我將我的火傳給爸爸,爸爸得到我的愛,我愛的燭光依然燃點著。爸爸和我分享生命,而有了你,我也將我的火傳給你,你得到我的愛,而我的愛卻沒有失去。同樣,我也將我的火傳給弟弟,現在弟弟這支蠟燭也燃點著,而我所有的愛也保存著。」

自第一天上課後,除了愛上在小徑飛車,我更愛上了兒童 心理及成長學。

關掉車子引擎,慢慢步入校園,憶所見聞,恍如隔世。校園不再是中大的百萬大道,同學也不單是中國籍,人事景物都不同了。但這種回歸校園的感覺很爽,嘴角不自覺地微微向上一彎,笑了起來!

雖然現在求學不再是為學分或升學,應該沒有太大壓力,但心情的確很緊張!同學中,墨西哥人佔了一半,其餘的就是白人、黑人、幾個亞洲人。每個同學的反應都很敏捷,教授逄問問題,他們必主動回答,我也想參與,但我總是不知答案!(一定是他們巳經修讀了心理學!)

差不多九點鐘,我在黑漆漆的林蔭小徑飛車趕回家,前方亮亮的螢火蟲,一隻一隻撞到我的擋風玻璃前,光消失了 ,又在遠處重現一點、一點的光,眼前的景象很淒美。但螢火蟲啊,對不起!我只好減慢車速吧。

10 comments:

SLOWD said...

你同"螢火蟲"都幾有緣喎! :)

Unknown said...

slowd:
ahhaah...咁都算咩?

Anonymous said...

你返學呀? 真係好﹐我做左媽媽後都對兒童心理學好有興趣!

Queen said...

軍, 可以晌校園內揸車, 真係令人嚮往啦!! 記得我初初開始揸車, 都特登揸番中大, 幾開心呀!! 您可以重返校園, 羨慕死啦!!

Anonymous said...

返學嗎?St Martins?

Unknown said...

Crystal: yes i am studying in PCC now. The class is very helpful and useful!

Chu: I feel I am so lucky i can study again! If i can get done the classes and have permit, i can teach here! And very useful for me if i will have a baby :P

Na: not St Martins, yes they accepted me already but i can't have the scholarship...i don't think i will try to apply for the scholarship again.

Queen said...

TO be honest, if you really have a baby in the future, i would really fly to visit you ah!!! Hahahahahaha!!!! Also great to know you are studying, nothing better then back to the school and even it will be useful to your career there, what is more happier??!

Anonymous said...

燭火的譬喻、一個人駕車、黑漆漆的林蔭小徑、螢火蟲..腦海浮現這些景象,感覺淒美,也寂寞...忽然有點掛念, 遠方的你...老土地祝你學業進步!

Unknown said...

Chu: ahahaha we will see :) I think i will take 6 classes in total (within one year).

杏 : Thanks! now i know more friends from school, i feel good even we don't know each other that deeply.

Claudia said...

It's so great that you start your new life.